"Conclusive Matters"-finale-

A wonder to feel..
Of anything of which you're unsure....
Peace upon the damned imbecile...
Lifted the tone...darken the exposures...

A presence without alibi...
A story becomes a myth...
Silence gives you the question why...
Upon those only with concupiscence....

Tale that been untold...
Truth yet to be unfold...
Of anything explains everything...
The only eye seeing...
Of the undoubted meaning...
How related actions linked...
To one and another...
From a good man seen as a sinner...
When sentences only seen as a line....
When reasons guested without a single hint nor sign....
Another thought bind with perspectives blinded...
The only matters is the last laugh will be mine...

This is the last "crap" I'll post to my blog...Fell free to comment...just give it all out..
if it is full of nonsense..just tell me aite??....

your sincerely,
TheBlankObject
Finished

"Promises"

Memories faded..
Loss in the movement of time...
Making through now've been doubted...
Is the heart waiting..am I will be fine...

Promises yet to fulfilled..
Another obligation buried deep down in heart...
Create a view and own wishes sealed...
Searching for something...a reason to start..

A part merely played...
An act performed viciously faked...
Hiding is vital in this wondering land...
Always thinks about running and dreaming about the end...
Seems like hope will vanished and another will fall...
When I shall disappear...is when I have to give it all...

Dreams Ended??

I am alone...
Because I've lost in my dreams...
Despicable the shadow of mine...
It is still out of my reach...

I've been standing in fire...
and walking through the rain...
Feels no regret...
and that's how my life has been...

But now I'm wondering why...
Why should You give me a time...
I'm not a true believer...
But still I beg You please...

But now I'm wondering why..
You've give me the time to realize...
The true meaning of life...
and the chance to pulverize.. my sin....

The time

Tell me the truth about the time...
And how it pass me by...
Tell me which fools should i put aside...
Because I'm lost out and inside....

What you do to have the clue??
to live the life you do...
far from me to let me die...
I'll never be like you...

Since the day we're apart...
I'm on my way...
"Selling" my good side...
Then I would cry and hide.....

Is Life all about you???
Is Life all about you???
Is Life all about you???

Dear angel

Dear angel of mine,
are you still there?...
are you still mad at me?...
Oh what I've been done lately...

Been trying to be someone else..
But it end up the same..
The rage against my parents blame...
Been embedded in my head...

What Life meant for me today???
And why I should care??
I've been lost in this sin city...
Standing still with my own obstinacy....

Self-existence

When life full of IF...
Many cant differ reality and myth...
If your self-existence only brings pain...
Just go away...vanished along with the rain...

If you enter one's life...
Pour all your love....
If your existence is no longer needed...
Pull yourself out...leave although you're wounded...

Insubstaintial

Stand, stumble and crawl...
learning steps common to sapient...
Want to fly but afraid to fall...
a fear tested patient sensation...
Indulgence towards homogeneity...
Play it safe...buried deep in majority...
Afraid to reveal own personality...
Stuck in motion...lost own individuality....
When sincerity merely applied occasionally...
Despite own heart despondency...
Rallied through vein shivering the whole body...
Still refuse with made excuses...
Philosophy held with much confusions...
Afraid of things you don't understand...
Stay still..far away...so it wont blend....
How could you be special...
if you are afraid to be different...
Strangle with the term usage on social...
Lapse in clarity...the true identity...
Fear to be minority...viewed redundantly..

"A Taste of Hapiness"

The skies turning blue...
The sun emit its light...
Upon the land of clues..
Where a lover began to write...

About a young princess..
With beautiful smile and pretty eyes..
A thought been hard to digested...
Loving her even it leads to his own demised...

A boy yet to be man...
But his heart full of pain...
Need someone to hold his hand...
Assuring him it will never be the same...

A princess depict a goddess...
Cant be illustrate by any solace...
Her face beautification adore by many...
Such a face from his fantasy...

Why her?
am I been lured?...
Why cant I forget?...
Her face embed in his head..

The boy began to pray...
To have the right words to say...
How much he wants her...
How much he needs her...

He walks and keep walking...
He thinks and keep thinking...
To assure nothing will be more clearer...
Than how much he love her...


TheBlank
Nov'04

"Honoring A Lie"

Calm down now and hold my hands...
I'll take you to the peaceful land...
Where the air full of truth...
Blood covering land...
It's the world you choose...
Oh my demented friend...

Head held down...
While death queuing line...
Shoot me at the head...
If you're so kind....
Try to escape the pain...
But still cry in vain...
Its my honor to lie...
Oh what a shame....

Because our soul had lost...
In this so called bullet rain...
Where hope and tears...cant be retained...
Its the faith that you had bounded...
Are its the way to shunt the light...
Till the days our soul will be truly found...

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"Till the days our soul will be truly found.."

"Deceived"

Before...
Dark dimensions enlighten..
With the presents of shimmering light...
Another opportunity gladly taken...
But it flows out of sight...

Wondering why...
Should he be sad...
Is it a lie..
His paper heart torn apart...

After...
Heart are useless...
People are faceless..
Got no one to blame...
Is life just a game...

But he is the king in his dimensions..
Yet he lost...
Lost of cause...
While misery cant put in pause...

Torture..
Torture me...
Spill my blood..
And i wouldn't be sad...

Pain
Feel nothing else....
Sympathetically try to express..
Yet he stuck in distress...

You are someone i love...
Yet you let me trapped in a cove...
Deceiving me...burn my hope...
Demonic anger is something I can cope..

I love you with all my soul...
For you I'll destroy the whole world...
I will be the one...
The one you want...
The one you care...
And for you..
There's no pain i cant bear...

No matter how much battle i fight...
I still feel you deep inside...
No matter how much song i sang..
In my heart...I'm still blank..


TheBlank

Symphony of Wishes

Knees down...
With whole body shivered...
Pure sadness out of bound...
Knowing she's gone forever...

Still remember when the first She came...
with a smile borrowed from heaven...
In my conscious startled..
Wondering the name...
of a girl that make my heart crumbled...

She is an angel sent for me...
I still believes without curiosity..
Although she left me unintended..
Summoned by the God..leave me alone winded...

She had gone now...
But I'm still right here...
Trying to let her know...
I would trade my life for her...

And i would raise a symphony...
Just trying to wake you up...
Just trying to hold you back
Just wanted to hear you say...

That You will be with me...

TheBlank
DEDICATED TO MY DEAR ANGEL...
Izyan Bt. Abdul Hamid..
I will always remember you...

Anthem Of Your Life???

Born and die..
Plain sheet with a pen...
Self portray own lie...
History of A Great Man...

A man born with a smile...
then dies along with tears...
Live without no regrets
Fall without no fear...

Life without wisdom...
Leads its own doom..
Sadness will be his life anthem...
Another reason to mourn...

Reasons with alibi...
Secrets of his own fear...
Cradle along his lullaby...
With an echo only he can hear..

Seek happiness in his world...
Analogy of seeking friend in a grave...
No bars to hold...
No ones to be told...
About his life endless maze..

When life full of trouble...
Never seeks hand to hold...
Seek your own heart and soul..
Then you'll find heaven...
In this world or another...
Play it right and be sincere...
To yourself and to others...
And the light will be mediocre..
To shine upon the dark...
Leads you out of the fog...
You'll try and you'll die...
would you fly if you sly?
A mind without courage...
only will be a waste...

Seek something you cant see...
SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS IN YOU..
Something that serves you clearity...
A wall fall..
a bridge topple...
There is still a chance...
There will still be an answer...

So let it be..=)

TheBlank

"Lake of Edema"

First step...
He still on the floor...
Second step...
He began to run...
Third step...
Sometimes he run..sometimes he crawl...
On the fourth...
He leaves the life of a cunt......

Plot followed, a tale be made...
The end will be shallow...
Another tale of give and take....

Life is an unknown highway...
Only a glance of light to show the way...
Junctions missed, just go straight ahead...
At the end wondering the choices not be made...

When the heart keep on lying...
When the mind keep on defying...
The true you...the true me...
We'll be hurt eventually...

When the world being justified by cinema....
Beautiful as it is the lake of edema...
Remembrance to thou who'd dawdling...
Real hurt isn't something you could bring to sing...

'Questions'

when the tears lost its meaning...
a part of life been forgotten....
when the rage crop by the creaking...
by thou who'd ignore to be burden...

cataclysmic of thought being confuse...
by demented insecurity or perfectly insanity....
create a hole...a leak to be accuse...
blame anybody...for own self indemnity....

what if the life been choosed is the life we'll regret??
How the hell we could know although the past we dont forget???
when it should be ever to be conclude???
who'll be there and who wont for our life exclusive prelude???

A mind prisoned by self-choosed contented...
Being endure and wrongly embedded
preserving honor misconception with ego...
in our self thought..who only knows....

TheBlank

"a mentality set by self assumption...
an assumption to be certain by self perception...."

The Lies in A Man's Story

The sun vanished along with its light...
Leave the dark for the moon to shine...
Journey must be halt, presence must be hide..
Crawl to the hole where no one could be find...

Tale of lies, give out much perspectives..
A man's story...a synopsis without conclusives...
Sheltered under his own cloud...
Made by his own tears...
His secrecy rest in a vault...
Where his heart can almost be hear...

A mask to be wear...
To hide something despite no one cares....
Tardy the flow...
So no one could ever know...

Love is a word...
Cares is a term...
Nature shove as it would...
Bare witness of his mourn...

Water can wash up the dirt..
Can the tears remove the hurts??..
Question yet to be resolve..
When he is with The One's above...

Always a loner..
Now he'll soon be a goner..
Bear his own fault...
Witness his own falls...
Alone sitting in the fog...
Wondering when it will be cleared...

soon he perhaps...

TheBlank