"Promises"

Memories faded..
Loss in the movement of time...
Making through now've been doubted...
Is the heart waiting..am I will be fine...

Promises yet to fulfilled..
Another obligation buried deep down in heart...
Create a view and own wishes sealed...
Searching for something...a reason to start..

A part merely played...
An act performed viciously faked...
Hiding is vital in this wondering land...
Always thinks about running and dreaming about the end...
Seems like hope will vanished and another will fall...
When I shall disappear...is when I have to give it all...

Dreams Ended??

I am alone...
Because I've lost in my dreams...
Despicable the shadow of mine...
It is still out of my reach...

I've been standing in fire...
and walking through the rain...
Feels no regret...
and that's how my life has been...

But now I'm wondering why...
Why should You give me a time...
I'm not a true believer...
But still I beg You please...

But now I'm wondering why..
You've give me the time to realize...
The true meaning of life...
and the chance to pulverize.. my sin....

The time

Tell me the truth about the time...
And how it pass me by...
Tell me which fools should i put aside...
Because I'm lost out and inside....

What you do to have the clue??
to live the life you do...
far from me to let me die...
I'll never be like you...

Since the day we're apart...
I'm on my way...
"Selling" my good side...
Then I would cry and hide.....

Is Life all about you???
Is Life all about you???
Is Life all about you???

Dear angel

Dear angel of mine,
are you still there?...
are you still mad at me?...
Oh what I've been done lately...

Been trying to be someone else..
But it end up the same..
The rage against my parents blame...
Been embedded in my head...

What Life meant for me today???
And why I should care??
I've been lost in this sin city...
Standing still with my own obstinacy....