Self-existence

When life full of IF...
Many cant differ reality and myth...
If your self-existence only brings pain...
Just go away...vanished along with the rain...

If you enter one's life...
Pour all your love....
If your existence is no longer needed...
Pull yourself out...leave although you're wounded...

Insubstaintial

Stand, stumble and crawl...
learning steps common to sapient...
Want to fly but afraid to fall...
a fear tested patient sensation...
Indulgence towards homogeneity...
Play it safe...buried deep in majority...
Afraid to reveal own personality...
Stuck in motion...lost own individuality....
When sincerity merely applied occasionally...
Despite own heart despondency...
Rallied through vein shivering the whole body...
Still refuse with made excuses...
Philosophy held with much confusions...
Afraid of things you don't understand...
Stay still..far away...so it wont blend....
How could you be special...
if you are afraid to be different...
Strangle with the term usage on social...
Lapse in clarity...the true identity...
Fear to be minority...viewed redundantly..

"A Taste of Hapiness"

The skies turning blue...
The sun emit its light...
Upon the land of clues..
Where a lover began to write...

About a young princess..
With beautiful smile and pretty eyes..
A thought been hard to digested...
Loving her even it leads to his own demised...

A boy yet to be man...
But his heart full of pain...
Need someone to hold his hand...
Assuring him it will never be the same...

A princess depict a goddess...
Cant be illustrate by any solace...
Her face beautification adore by many...
Such a face from his fantasy...

Why her?
am I been lured?...
Why cant I forget?...
Her face embed in his head..

The boy began to pray...
To have the right words to say...
How much he wants her...
How much he needs her...

He walks and keep walking...
He thinks and keep thinking...
To assure nothing will be more clearer...
Than how much he love her...


TheBlank
Nov'04

"Honoring A Lie"

Calm down now and hold my hands...
I'll take you to the peaceful land...
Where the air full of truth...
Blood covering land...
It's the world you choose...
Oh my demented friend...

Head held down...
While death queuing line...
Shoot me at the head...
If you're so kind....
Try to escape the pain...
But still cry in vain...
Its my honor to lie...
Oh what a shame....

Because our soul had lost...
In this so called bullet rain...
Where hope and tears...cant be retained...
Its the faith that you had bounded...
Are its the way to shunt the light...
Till the days our soul will be truly found...

TheBlank
"Till the days our soul will be truly found.."

"Deceived"

Before...
Dark dimensions enlighten..
With the presents of shimmering light...
Another opportunity gladly taken...
But it flows out of sight...

Wondering why...
Should he be sad...
Is it a lie..
His paper heart torn apart...

After...
Heart are useless...
People are faceless..
Got no one to blame...
Is life just a game...

But he is the king in his dimensions..
Yet he lost...
Lost of cause...
While misery cant put in pause...

Torture..
Torture me...
Spill my blood..
And i wouldn't be sad...

Pain
Feel nothing else....
Sympathetically try to express..
Yet he stuck in distress...

You are someone i love...
Yet you let me trapped in a cove...
Deceiving me...burn my hope...
Demonic anger is something I can cope..

I love you with all my soul...
For you I'll destroy the whole world...
I will be the one...
The one you want...
The one you care...
And for you..
There's no pain i cant bear...

No matter how much battle i fight...
I still feel you deep inside...
No matter how much song i sang..
In my heart...I'm still blank..


TheBlank